Sep. 14th, 2004

Yes, in fact, it *is* the New York Renaissance Faire in particular that I am done with; I will occasionally go to other shows, sometimes even in garb, but it is highly unlikely that I will go to NYRF anymore.


This has to do with my own tolerance levels of other people, my lack of interest in donning garb in 90 degree heat, and my general disinterest in spending time and money up there. For a while, the people I liked at NYRF were far outnumbered by the people I didn't, so that was an additional issue. But for the most part, I am just tired of NYRF. That's all. And frankly, I can socialize with damn near everyone on my friends list for less money and with (for me) a lot more fun than I can at NYRF.

So it's not *you*; it's NYRF itself. OK? Enough already, please.

Now back to our regularly scheduled sick time.
Your Existing Situation: Not only considers her demands minimal, but also regards them as imperative. Sticks to them stubbornly and will concede nothing.

Your Stress Sources: Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, she pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting her nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels she can only be at peace when she has finally reached her goal.

Your Restrained Characteristics: Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity. Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to her.

Your Desired Objective: Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.

Your Actual Problem: Needs to achieve a stable and peaceful condition, enabling her to free herself of the worry that she may be prevented from achieving all the things she wants.

Your thoughts?
Though the Liberty Travel news helped my spirits. still tired. Still heavy-headed. Not as bad as yesterday, so I have hope for tomorrow.

Wish I had better movies to watch though. And a cheeseburger. I wish I had a cheeseburger. I always want cheese when I don't feel well.

Also wish reading didn't hurt my eyes.

Also wish I had a crown. A real one. With diamonds. And a matching sceptor. (I figured, what the hell-- while I am wishing...)

Off to shower, hopefully without falling down.
Showering did not necessarily make me feel any *better*. Cleaner, yes, and certainly less slug-like. But it did not alleviate the general groggy feeling and malaise.

It did make me realize all my comfy sweatpants are in the laundry. Poop.



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